I Must Believe There's More

[Professor Leila Marius]

LEILA EDEN MARIUS

I AM SO HOMESICK NOW FOR SOMEONE THAT I NEVER KNEW.

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[/ul]PRACTICALLY FAMILY. I WAS MADE OF NOTHING, YOU PUT YOUR HAND ON MY HEART.
INSEPARABLE. THIS IS WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT, TAKE ME IN AND EAT ME OUT.
PARTNERS-IN-CRIME. PINS AND NEEDLES IN MY ARMS, LUCKY EYES AND LUCKY CHARMS.
BEST FRIENDS. THE BEST TIME I'VE EVER HAD, WAITING FOR SOMETHING BAD.
GOOD FRIENDS. JUST LIKE YOUR BREATH, BUT SOMETIMES I STILL THINK OF YOU.
AVERAGE FRIENDS. PEOPLE; THEY DON'T MEAN A THING TO YOU.
CHILDHOOD FRIENDS. MY OLD FRIEND, I SWEAR I NEVER MEANT FOR THIS.
PARTY/DRINKING BUDDIES. DON'T LOOK AT ME THAT WAY; IT'S AN HONEST MISTAKE.
ON-AND-OFF FRIENDS. I FUCK UP AND SAY THOSE THINGS OUT LOUD.
FORMER ENEMY. YOU'RE THE WOMAN WHO MADE ME A MAN.
AQUAINTANCES. I WAS DOWN AND YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO STAND.
FACE RECOGNITION. YOU OPENED MY CHEST AND PUT HURT IN MY EYES.
NEVER MET. NOW I'VE GOT PAIN I TURN TO WHEN I WONDER IF I'M ALIVE.[/color][/font]

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[/ul]HARDCORE. I JUST WANT SOMETHING, SOMETHING ALL FOR NOTHING.
FAMILY ENEMY. I'M ACCUSED, I'M AN ACCUSOR, BUT NOTHING IS UNCONDITIONAL.
LOVE/HATE. I HOLD THE WHOLE WORLD ACCUSED, I'VE ONLY GOT MYSELF TO BLAME.
BACKSTABBED. I WONDER WHY, I NEVER WONDER WHY. THE EASIEST THINGS ARE SO HARD.
MUTUAL DISLIKE. I JUST WANT, I JUST WANT LOVE. I JUST WANT SOMETHING.
DISLIKE ALBUS. I'VE SPEND MY LIFE SURROUNDED, I'VE SPENT MY LIFE ALONE.
DISLIKE THEM. STOP, DROP AND ROLL. YOU'RE TOTALLY ON FIRE.
FORMER FRIEND. AND NO MATTER HOW GOOD I AM, YOU LEARNED TO RESENT ME.
TOLERATED. MESS UP MY ROOM AND PROCEED TO TEMP ME IN BLISS.
ANNOYANCE. YOU PUT THE "BROKE" IN "BROKEN-HEARTED."
RIVALS. AND YOU HAVE PUT THE "ART" IN "RETARTED."
DISRESPECT. ALL THIS TIME I REALLY SHOULD HAVE KNOWN.
FRIENDLY RIVALS. ONE OF THESE DAYS, YOU'D FOLLOW ME HOME.
RESPECTED DISLIKE. I'M STINGY WITH WORDS; ALL BINGY, NO PURGE.[/b][/color][/font]

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[/ul]TRUE LOVE. TELL ME. COME ON, TELL ME WHAT YOU CAN.
BETROTHED. EVEN AS YOU WAIT FOR DEATH, YOU'RE WISER THAN I AM.
CURRENT. TELL ME WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO HONESTLY EXIST.
FUTURE. I'M NOT A SCIENTIST, I MUST BELIEVE IN MORE THAN THIS.
PAST [GOODTERMS]. AND I CANNOT, WILL NOT, ACCEPT THAT EVERYTHING REAL
PAST [BADTERMS]. IS WHAT ONLY OUR EYES SEE AND WHAT ONLY OUR HANDS FEEL.
ON-AND-OFF DATING. NOT EVEN EARTH CAN CONTOL US.
FORBIDDEN. NOT EVEN THE GROUND CAN KEEP US STILL.
SECRETS. THE MEMORIES IN MY HEAD ARE AS REAL AS THE TIME WE SPENT.
FLINGS/ONE-NIGHT-STANDS. I SEE. I CAN SEE YOU'RE SO AFRAID.
FUCK BUDDIES. BUT ALL I CAN THINK OF TO SAY IS THAT I'LL BE HERE EVERYDAY.
FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS. I WISH, I WISH I HAD SOME WORDS TO GIVE.
CRUSH ON YOU. SOMEONE WHO TOUCHED MY LIFE CAN NEVER, NEVER DIE.
CRUSH ON THEM. SO GIVE ME SOMETHING TO BELIEVE 'CAUSE I AM LIVING JUST TO BREATHE.
MUTUAL CRUSHES. YOU'RE JUST AS REAL AS ME, MAYBE EVEN MORE.
SEXUAL TENSION. I DON'T CARE, I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU BELIEVE.
PHYSICAL ATTRACTION. SHAKES ALL THE FLOORS AND RATTLES ALL THE DOORS.
INFATUATION. I AM HIDING FROM A BEAST, BUT THE BEAST IS ALWAYS NEAR.
FLIRTATION. WATCHING WITHOUT EYES BECAUSE THE BEAST IS JUST MY FEAR.[/color][/font]

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[/ul]PARENT. I THINK WE GREW UP UNDER A BAD SONG.
SIBLING. I KNOW WE'RE NOT LIKE EVERYONE.
COUSIN. THERE'S A SMELL OF STALE FEAR THAT REEKING FROM OUR SINS.
PROTECTIVE OVER YOU. WHAT ARE WE SAVING FOR?
PROTECTIVE OVER THEM. WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR?
JEALOUSY. WE DO OUR TIME LIKE PENNIES IN JAR.
MIXED FEELINGS. WE SIT AND GROW OUR ROOTS INTO THE GROUND.
BAD INFLUENCE. THE DRINKING NEVER STOPS BECAUSE THE DRINKS ABSOLVE OUR SINS.
GOOD INFLUENCE. WAITING FOR OUR SHIPS TO COME BUT OUR SHIP'S NOT COMING BACK.
OBSESSION. FRUSTRATION IS BURNING IN ME, MORE THAN I CAN BEAR.
RESPECT. THAT I AM JUST NOTHING, JUST WHAT I HAVE BECOME.
ADMIRATION. YOU'VE SLIPPED AWAY LIKE A FISTFUL OF SAND.
FAKE FRIENDS. I WANNA TAKE YOU INTO MY FISTS AND SQUEEZE THE LIFE BACK INTO YOU.
FAKE ENEMIES. BUT I CAN'T FEEL YOU ANYMORE -- YOU ARE GONE.
NOT UP THERE. EVERY MORNING, I WAKE UP AND YOU ARE HOME.[/color][/font]

layout and colors © dani, no stealing. lyrics © the bravery.
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you post in mine and i'll sure to post back in yours.
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[Professor Leila Marius]

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[B]S/HE SAYS:[/B] "history here. use proper capitalization and give me some background to write back on. if i judge it too short, i reserve the right not to respond to the plotpost."

[B]LEILA SAYS:[/B] "if i posted in your plot first, please copy and paste what i wrote here."[/SIZE][/FONT]


[Professor Dren Hallobeck]

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CHILDHOOD FRIENDS. MY OLD FRIEND, I SWEAR I NEVER MEANT FOR THIS.
FORMER FRIEND. AND NO MATTER HOW GOOD I AM, YOU LEARNED TO RESENT ME.
BACKSTABBED. I WONDER WHY, I NEVER WONDER WHY. THE EASIEST THINGS ARE SO HARD.


DREN SAYS: "Marius... I've heard that name before. I just... can't put my finger on it. Nonetheless... I don't understand why you act so oddly around me. I've done nothing to you. I've never met you... Have I?"

LEILA SAYS: "I remember you, and I also remember that you were not a pleasant boy to be around. Well I can't let the grudge show during school hours, but don't think I've forgiven and forgotten."

[Nurse Payton Chandler]

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GOOD FRIENDS. JUST LIKE YOUR BREATH, BUT SOMETIMES I STILL THINK OF YOU.
PARTY/DRINKING BUDDIES. DON'T LOOK AT ME THAT WAY; IT'S AN HONEST MISTAKE.
RESPECT. THAT I AM JUST NOTHING, JUST WHAT I HAVE BECOME.
ADMIRATION. YOU'VE SLIPPED AWAY LIKE A FISTFUL OF SAND.


PAYTON SAYS: "We might have just met, Leila, but that means jack shit. We clicked from the moment we set eyes on each other, and I'm so glad of it. Normally I don't care if people like me or not... but I'm new to this country. I don't have a comfortable place to go to when things don't turn out right. Not to mention the stress with Sofia. You've helped me through so much already, just by being my friend and being someone to talk to. Just know that I get saner as you get to know me! Anyway... I'm here to talk if you need to. You can trust me."

LEILA SAYS: "if i posted in your plot first, please copy and paste what i wrote here."